The Lord renews everything

HERR

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Talking about pain

Let us remember who can heal

Talking about troubles

Let us remember who can give rest

Talking about broken hearts

Let us remember who holds it piece by piece

Talking about weakness

Let us remember who can give new strength

Talking about heavy soul

Let us remember who delivers it

Talking about lost hopes

Let us remember who truly is our Hope

Talking about lost balance

Let us remember who truly is our balance

Talking about lost grounds

Let us remember who truly is our ground

Talking about lost best friends

Let us remember who truly is our friend

Because...

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Share a moment
Share an instant
Never share your heart

Share a thought
Share a meal
Never share a dream

Share a path
Share a song
Never share life

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Compromise. Find a path between yours and his. Between your heart, your dream, your life and the ones of the person opposite. But never lose yourself.
Fight. But don’t let it destroy you. Give. But remember you deserve to receive. Build. But don’t forget the ground you’re building on.

God's strength starts, when your ends. His hand wipes your tears, the minute they come down. His shoulder brings your head to a rest, the moment you feel tired. His peace, frees your heart the second you ask Him to. His life He gives. The second you realize yours is worth nothing without Him. Your ground. Your strength. With Him

You share life,
Because He gave you life

You share an instant
Because He already knows about it

You give your heart
For He first gave you His

You share your thoughts
For He put them into your mind

You share every meal
For He takes care of you

You share all of your dreams
Because He put the fire in your soul

You share your path
Because He’s walked it before you

You share every Song
For He’s put them into your heart

You give and share your life
Because He’s the one that truly cares

and truly loves and never,

never disappoints you.

Never.

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Changes...

So, here I am sitting once again in front of my laptop. It seems to me, it's the only thing that is going on as usual...

I am chewing on a coca-cola candy...

..things change. Things are changing. Even the ones you thought were yours for ever no longer belong to you. The memories are the only thing you can hold on too. But for how long? Moments fade away, reality comes...

...my hand runs through my short hair...

…have you ever thought about the fact that yesterday will never come back and that you never know if it was the last time you hugged a person was THE last one? And if you knew, would you make it differently? Obviously we'll never know, seen as yesterday is gone...

... the smell of my new perfume fills the room..

New and old. Now and then. Yesterday and today. Contradictions. Parallelism. Never the same. And still. Every new hurt, pain, sorrow, makes you stronger. Makes you tougher. We might chose to follow the Lord, but we do not and cannot chose the rough times we will have to go through. If we could we wouldn’t. We’d prefer to enjoy life without struggles. Going through the pain of losing someone, of losing a part of you, wouldn’t be anyone’s choice.

…not bad, these cola candies…might try yet another flavour…

But standing here, at the bottom of this gigantic mountain that seems endless, I know, I am certain, that the Lord knows it all. He is there holding me, holding my heart. And at the same time, He sees it all: The bottom of the mountain just as the top. He sees the big picture. The bigger one. Even bigger as the one I could paint myself.

You let me go through pain
And yet save me from going insane
You take it all from me away
And yet YOU stay
You force me to the ground
And yet you are my ground
You see the big picture
And yet you don’t lecture
You let me chose, You set me free
And yet you know how wrong I may be

You love me so much
I can feel your gentle touch
You hold my heart in your hands
And carry me in between the lands
Of my life, of my pathway
You won’t let me go astray
The pain might seem stronger
Than me, but I won’t surrender
Like Peter on the See
I’ll only focus on thee
Waves might come and go
But I’ll stay steady as you make me hallow

Old pictures

Salvation Army Sport's Days in Bern. I had a blast. Took care of the kids. And the cow...;)